Wednesday, 26 March 2014
Being Misunderstood
I am misunderstood by most
people, they can't understand my way of thinking, how I am the way I am as it's
not the normal way to be, this does not bother me how they feel about me. I do not understand how anyone can not
understand how I am (little joke). I am
at a stage of happiness at 99% of the time, I am not perfect so I won't say
100%, I see the world and think different to most. I love, laugh, feel the full range of
emotions but they do not affect my state of being. My happiness has come from an understanding of
myself and looking within. The more I am
myself the more at peace I am, this is not something I have to try and do, it
is just me as it is anyone.
What is the price for walking
this path, may feel you alienate yourself, ridicule, called names, do any of
them things really matter, for me there is no price on walking my path. I am me
and what others do, think does not affect me as I am responsible for myself. I
like to share what I have found while looking within however this doesn't
always go down well as people seem quick to judge and know much better than I
could, they know it all, some are on the one true path and will not entertain
any other form of thinking, some will not let themselves be open to other
possibilities but yet say they are open minded and some cannot look within only
without for answers and look for someone to hold their hand and guide them all
the way, but if I can learn from them why can they not be open to maybe
learning a little something from me, no matter how small. I am always learning and growing, never
ending path.
I do not need/want to part of a
big group, I do not need/want to be/feel special, I do not need/want a label, I
am just myself, I am not scared to be myself, to not be part of a group, to not
be special, to not have a label, to be alone as I am never alone, I am with
myself. My happiness does not come from attachment.
My happiness comes from within and has
always been.
The only distractions in life are
the ones you allow yourself to have.
Sol Ess
Tuesday, 25 March 2014
Monday, 24 March 2014
Don't judge a book by its cover
I was brought up to accept people,
Growing up my parents had friends from
all over the world and they lived next to us and I had the chance to get to
know all these different people that came to our house, I guess some might say I
was lucky, maybe I was as my parents didn't judge people they just accepted
them for who they were. Doesn't matter
what race, religion, clothes they wear, how they look, don't judge a book by
its cover. That doesn't make a bad person, it's the person which is bad/good. Society has us think to look, dress, believe in
a certain way is bad, why? just because you look different doesn't mean
anything, it's not important, but we allow ourselves to be told what is
important instead of thinking for ourselves and seeing that these things are
nothing. We let ourselves be controlled and told if you do not look this way,
dress this way then you are worthless, you are a bad person if you look this
way/that way, so we go around and automatically judge someone on how they look,
dress.
Maybe it's time to let people be
free to be themselves without judgement, let people look, dress, believe in
what they wish to, you might get a nice surprise because people might not be
the way you think if you open your mind and really see them, not everyone that
looks and dresses, believes in something different than you is wrong, bad. Next time before you judge someone else, take
a good look at yourself first, drop the judgements and help make this world a
little better with it.
Sol Ess
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What have i done today
No photos/vids my battery was on its last legs today forgot to charge it up hahaha
Morning time my daughter and i went to chester-le-street, she got herself a phone then she needed to go to a TSB bank which after walking around for a while we noticed, wasn't one in chester-le-street. So we went and got a chocolate cake and a toffee one and went home. Lots of giggles and a good time.
At home my daughter was messing with her new phone and took some photo's and said i looked better in a photo than i do real life and then giggled a lot, got to love your children hahaha
The afternoon my sister came along and we went to pick up my dad and my daughter was with us. Went to Gateshead as my dad had an appointment. While we waited we went for a coffee and had a lot of fun just laughing and talking. Gateshead has a TSB, score!
When my Dad was finished we met back up and went to get in the car, sadly my daughter wanted to get in the front so the fight was on haha, i won the fight (my daughter will say she did) but then my sister said you know they have cameras here and would have seen you two being silly and might have thought you where attacking each other, so we jumped in the car and left as quickly and safely as we could. In the middle of this fun fight my daughter squashed my pasty but i still ate it, shame on her. She did end up beating me to the car coming back after dropping my dad off at home so she got to be in the front after all.
Just to say it wasn't a real fight, it was a fun pushing fight, she is stronger than i thought hahaha
Sol Ess
Morning time my daughter and i went to chester-le-street, she got herself a phone then she needed to go to a TSB bank which after walking around for a while we noticed, wasn't one in chester-le-street. So we went and got a chocolate cake and a toffee one and went home. Lots of giggles and a good time.
At home my daughter was messing with her new phone and took some photo's and said i looked better in a photo than i do real life and then giggled a lot, got to love your children hahaha
The afternoon my sister came along and we went to pick up my dad and my daughter was with us. Went to Gateshead as my dad had an appointment. While we waited we went for a coffee and had a lot of fun just laughing and talking. Gateshead has a TSB, score!
When my Dad was finished we met back up and went to get in the car, sadly my daughter wanted to get in the front so the fight was on haha, i won the fight (my daughter will say she did) but then my sister said you know they have cameras here and would have seen you two being silly and might have thought you where attacking each other, so we jumped in the car and left as quickly and safely as we could. In the middle of this fun fight my daughter squashed my pasty but i still ate it, shame on her. She did end up beating me to the car coming back after dropping my dad off at home so she got to be in the front after all.
Just to say it wasn't a real fight, it was a fun pushing fight, she is stronger than i thought hahaha
Sol Ess
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