Well first i am waiting in as my boiler is getting serviced today, no idea what time they are coming to do this, i was just told it would be today. Once that has been sorted and it doesn't long once they turn up and do it, i will then do some self healing on myself. I find we tend to forget ourselves a lot, we forget we are also important. To always put others first isn't a good thing, after all if you are not going help yourself and look after yourself, in time you wont be able to help anyone else.
Isn't that selfish? not at all, could it be putting others first is selfish. feeding our ego and making ourselves feel happy of the backs of others cause we are doing good and helping so it makes us happy thinking we are doing good. I'm sure you have heard this before "it made me feel good to help that person", could you not help that person and not do it because it made you feel good.
We seem to have attachments, a lot of them and society would have us think needing and wanting things/people is the way it should be. For example "i need this new phone, i will be happy once i get, i can't be happy alone, i need someone in my life if not i will never be happy". Before you had this object/person in your life at some point you would have been happy, this means the object/person did not make you happy, in fact you are already happy, you placed an attachment on that object/person and become dependent on it for happiness etc. These objects/person does not affect your state of being, conditioning from society has us thinking if we see things in a different way, it is wrong and bad.
I have found an inner peace, harmony, happiness, balance, these things are easier than you think to have in your life, most will say they want these things but they do not want them really. I am far from perfect and have a long way to go on my journey and that is the beauty of the many paths we all take, always something new to learn and grow from, never ending.
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